“I am the transcendence of all ego illusions.”
Whenever there is a shift from one level of consciousness to the next level, there will ALWAYS be a
clearing around the ego. Why is this? Literally, each of us goes through a metamorphosis each time
there is an ego cleansing and anything that does not serve us any longer will be released. Whatever the
weakness that needs to be eliminated, or at least partially corrected; it will be because of a need for the
release of ego and illusion. So again, as we move to the next level in our spiritual quest, all the
unwanted and non-useful aspects of ego illusion will be dug up and cleared, dissolved, or become non-
important. Know that whenever you are indulging the ego, a process will eventually begin that will
support you to clear your delusion
It is said if, whenever, you are feeling drained, burned out, or wearied that this is a sign or red flag to
help you to self- diagnose that your ego is involved. Remember that in our spiritual journey,
EVERYTHING that we are attached to will eventually have to fall away. Only then, will a calm and clear
We have asked for years for an essence combination that would help us to transcend ego illusions.
As is always the case, this essence came about in an unexpected and really quite humorous way! Years
ago now, Universal Mother Mary had guided me to put together a catalog that was to be a guide that
described everything that SPIRITWATER GARDENS had to offer. This was so exciting, because, first, I had
just received the name SPIRITWATER GARDENS (from divine guidance)for the overall name for the
company and second, that allowed me to create an overall catalog which we had never had before.
Previously I had 4 different websites that were streams of consciousness and full of information but did
not have an overall organizing principle or “umbrella” that held it all together. The divine wanted that
catalog to help to streamline all of the information and make it more comprehensible.
The catalog was completed near the end of May (the month of Mary) and Mary had guided me
through every step. I came home with the first box of catalogs from the printer and sat down at the
dining room table with one to read through. I will be the first to admit that I was very proud of this
catalog and all the offerings it contained. As I swelled with pride, I suddenly and unexpectedly heard
Mary’s voice say: “You know – this isn’t about you!!!!” I quickly came out of my revere and smiled and
completely surrendered the catalog to the divine realms that had created it. She then told me to go
directly to my essence preparation room (“Go to your room and sit in the corner for a time out.”) and
make up IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU as a remedy for assisting with clearing ego illusions. And Universal
Mother Mary has such a gentle way of correcting our ego states with this wonderful and positively
necessary essence combination.
Anchor flowers in this combination are White Water Lily, Dandelion, Yellow Bellwort, Red Clover,
Eyebright, Chicory, Pansy, Comfrey, Bottle Gentian, Lavender, Therese Bugnet Rose, Wintergreen and
other flowers that we have not identified but saw the devas adding with magical flourishes.